SPECIAL PLACE IN HEART- SPECIAL PERSON OF MY LIFE

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 Some relations don't have a name, but still they occupy a very special place in your heart. You feel truly yourself with one person with whom you can trust your life, but what we forget is that happiness is not forever. It may be because the moment you start liking someone, you expect the same in return, and as we all know... Expectations hurt! It's just that in my case, it hurt a little more as I liked them a little more.

Yes, I was in love (p.s. "was" in love)!! I can't say it was love at first sight, but I liked him the minute I saw him, and guess what? I approached him with a love proposal. I don't know why he said yes, but I definitely know that there was no reason to say no. He was magic, mysterious and memorable. It felt good when he was with me, it felt even good when he was only with me. My story is not a fairytale, I am not a princess and he is surely not a prince. But there was soul and love in the we saw each other, even though it was not forever (yes, we broke up). I had my flaws and so did he, but I also had acceptance which he lacked. He changed my life in such a way I couldn't even imagine, positively Of course. Sensitive me became bold me, shy me became open me, silent me became friendly me, child me became adult me. With that said, I changed in the opposite way too. Polite me became rude me, easy-trusting me became trust-issues me, calm me became outrageous me. I can define my life as two parts- before him and after him. It was a sad partition but a memorable relation, it wasn't a happy ending but was a great beginning, it was heartbreaking but very heart touching. There was a time I couldn't imagine my life without him but now, I thank him for leaving me. You heard it right, thank you... For making me change and look at the world in a matured and practical way, for leaving me such depression which makes it easy for me to tolerate any other loss in life, for leaving me in tears because of which my life is only full of smiles now. You can never be forgotten, nor be remembered everyday, It's just that you became a part of me, and separating from that is not possible in any way!!

- Saranya Edupalli
Location: Mumbai, Maharashtra, India

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